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Mar 20, 2011

Weekend....

So this weekend...started off really REALLY rough!!! I was suppose to be in Gainesville at a Missions Conference with my professor and fellow missions majors. Well..the bus was leaving at 5:45 Friday morning. I was up until 3:30 packing and just WIDE awake... I was gonna just stay awake and sleep on the bus...but sat on my bed...and fell asleep...Woke up at 6:45. :( missed the bus. My alarm never went off and I can't even begin to explain the disappointment that I have been going through this weekend. I've been struggling with keeping my major in Missions. My boyfriend and I are discussing what ministry things we will be doing when we are married and just all kinds of things. He is going to be a Pastor. I'm in Missions. We've been discussing where our lives are going to lead and how we are going to do God's work together. Well...I've just felt like at this conference God was going to confirm a lot of things and just show me things and provide guidance. However... I over slept. Maybe I was suppose to... but its hard to think that way. Jash is gone this weekend at a boys retreat. He is teaching with 2 other guys from school. Hannah my roommate is with our best friend Heather doing a D-Now (Disciple Now)Its when college students teach young middles school and high school students about God and help to guide and Disciple them. So... I've been on my own. I was thinking it was going to SUCK! But... It wasn't so bad... Rachel and I went to walmart and got some pancake mix, bacon, soda, ice-cream and m&m's. Katie and Jessica (two girls I go to school with) came over and we had a sleep over :) we talked about weddings stuff, and watched movies, and ate lots of junk!! Today I was by myself. I just...had me time. Read a little... ya know. now Rachel and her roommate Ashley are in the room (Hannah and I share a bathroom with them) and we are in a movie-athon. We had pancakes with M&M's in them and the rest of the bacon. Now.. I'm just blogging. :)
I really miss Jash. I can't wait to see him tomorrow. Throw my arms around him and kiss him! Maybe take a drive and hear about his weekend.

Note On My Door

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did. When God takse something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence... The Will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you."

Mar 19, 2011

My Current Facebook Picture

Ok Day 1 Of my photo challenge.
This is simply me. I'm just chillin out in the library doing some homework, Facebook, listening to music...Waiting for Jash.

30 Day Photo Challenge

Ok So I'm gonna do a 30 Day Photo Challenge.
Here is what will be coming...

Day 1- My current Facebook Profile Picture
Day 2- Me a year ago
Day 3- A Photo that makes me happy
Day 4- A photo of the last place you went on vacation
Day 5- Me!!!
Day 6- A photo that makes Me laugh
Day 7- Someone I love
Day 8- My favorite band/musician
Day 9- photo of my family
Day 10- Me as a baby
Day 11- Favorite movie
Day 12- BEST FRIENDS!!!!
Day 13- Favorite family members
Day 14- Something I want to do before I day
Day 15- Me on a Mission trip
Day 16- My School
Day 17- Where I live
Day 18- My Town
Day 19- Concert Photo
Day 20- Dressed Up!!!
Day 21- Beach
Day 22- Photo of Last Summer
Day 23- Something I ate Today
Day 24- Somewhere I went Today
Day 25- Someone I miss
Day 26- Something I'm scared of
Day 27- Favorite Color!!!
Day 28- Something I dream about
Day 29- In the car
Day 30- Someone I can't Live without

I sure hope I can remember to do this everyday... I might even go more than 30 days :)
(if anyone cares...if anyone is actually reading this... excuse me but on some days...if I can't find a picture I may Change the picture of the day.)


Wish Me Luck <3

Am I A Godly Woman? part 2

22She makes bed coverings for herself; her clothing is fine linen and purple."
This is an Elegant woman.
Am I rude? When in public or around people do I know how to conduct myself? Do my actions disgrace my husband? Do I know the proper way to act?

23Her husband is known in the gates when he sits among the elders of the land."
This is an influential woman
This woman's actions influences others around her. What are my actions like? Am I influencing young girls to follow Christ? Am I being the right kind of female leader or role model that God needs me to be?

24She makes linen garments and sells them; she delivers sashes to the merchant."
This is an Industrious woman.
Am I hard working? Do I persevere through hard times? Am I devoted to my work, family or any ministry work?

25 Strength and dignity are her clothing,and she laughs at the time to come."
This woman is poised.
Am I graceful? Am I composed, dignified, and self-assured? Do I need to constantly told of my worth in a self seeking way?

26She opens her mouth with wisdom,and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue."
This is a wise woman.
Do I think before I speak? What things to I speak of? Are these things praiseworthy of God?
Can someone come to me to seek advice and if so am I able to give proper Godly counsel?

27She looks well to the ways of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness."
This woman is able to manage her home.
As a wife how do I run my house? Do I have others do it? Do I rely on my husband to work his job, and come home and run all the house things? Do I know that as the wife my job is to take care of the things at home and to raise our children the way my husband and I decide?

28Her children rise up and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her:"
This woman is praiseworthy.
Am I worthy of praise? Have I done good in the eyes of God, my boyfriend/husband? How do other women see me? Am I following God? What do the things I do and affiliate myself with say about me?

29"Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all."
This woman is Distinguished woman.
A woman who has a high dignity. She is not grouped with others. She distinguishes herself from the world. She can be seen as God's child and not the world's child. a woman who can be found standing above others in character or attainment or reputation.

30 Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised."
This is a God-Fearing woman.
Am I a woman who fears the Lord? Do I live for myself or for my Father? In this, do I make decisions that would bring forth discipline from God, and how do my actions correspond to my husbands will? Do my actions show the caution of what is right or what is wrong? Do I pray and seek God's will before I act?

31Give her of the fruit of her hands,and let her works praise her in the gates."
This woman is honored.
Do I up hold my beliefs? Do I stand strong or firm in what I say I am against? Does my husband honor me? In his talk about me and his actions? Out in public how does my boyfriend/husband treat me in front of people, friends, and family? Am I treasured?